11.14.2005

first of many

yesterday grace and i had dinner and saw shopgirl. it wasn't anything special. oh and i had a thought yesterday. this is kinda unfortunate? a bit weird but i was thinking about us, you and me, how things are between us and i was trying to relate us to someone i knew or other people and i came up with rachel and ross. i know thats pretty sad but it's true. so strange how tings turn out. i miss you so much. you dont understand how many times ive doubted myself, whether im doing the right thing. i felt broken after what happen.
today at a bar, a new friend of mine and i decided to stay put and not get up to have made-up, unecessary conversation with people. made me happy.
i wonder if a month will do us any good. i wonder if we'll be talking then.

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